While they were still talking about this, Jesus himself stood among them and said to them, “Peace be with you.”- Luke 24:36
It was late at night. Peace came to accompany me and sit silently by the bed in front of me. She knows, now I only need quiet companionship rather than care.
Peace comes to accompany me each day, watching me write, listening to the prayerful music from my phone, and going out from time to time to see the children who are asleep, tucking them in and moving a strand of hair on a forehead aside with His hands, then kissing each child's forehead lightly, and stepping back in silence. I stop the pen in my hand and look at Peace, but Peace just laughs at me lightly. So I nod to express gratitude without saying a word. I am afraid that the pen in my hand will stop the ink.
Since the last time Anxiety and Sorrow left my house, they rarely pay a visit now. Anxiety can no longer find a dilapidated sofa suitable for him to sit on in our living room because we threw that old sofa out one morning together with anxious memories. We did not slowly move it from one room to the next but threw it out of the window at the most appropriate time. Throwing it out of the narrow window took a lot of effort, and when that big guy fell into the weeds in the backyard, he made a heavy and muffled noise.
Since Anxiety has no place to sit, he no longer wants to stay in here for he does not like to sit on the cheerful and bright carpet. There are hopeful footsteps there, as well as advice written with confidence, and a fragrance of eternal love.
Anxiety found a better place.
The mother who is worried about her daughter's college funding in ten years needs Anxiety. I used to like her before because I wanted to discuss everything with Anxiety. The task of Anxiety is to carefully analyze all family problems, social crises, and school changes that may occur within ten years from different angles, make a beautiful PPT and then demonstrate the imaginary things with pictures to help the mother. For a long time, I believed it was difficult to live a day without Anxiety.
Sorrow is not going to come often, because the cups that Sorrow likes were broken while the children were playing, and there are no more cups in my house to entertain Sorrow, so he doesn’t want to pass by. Both Anxiety and Sorrow know that Peace has become our regular visitor. They have heard the gossip that we have vacated a room in our house so that Peace can stay at my house for a long time.
This annoys Anxiety and Sorrow. If Peace becomes a member of our family, then they will be less likely to show up here. They despise the holiness and light in that comes with Peace, and are scared by his quiet footsteps. Peace is kissing every child in the family quietly, so that the children have a stable life, with hearts full of gratitude and love during their adolescence.
Peace also likes to take my spouse and me for a walk in the garden on a summer afternoon. She puts my hand in the palm of my husband and presses his hand firmly into mine, implying that the husband should not forget to take good care of and love this weaker woman.
Peace also gives confidence to my son who is studying abroad and sends the most suitable Bible verses to him in the morning so that he can face all the challenges in his high school studies.
I can’t remember how long Peace has stayed in the room we prepared for her. With her living at home, I feel more at ease.
Tomorrow is in the hands of our Heavenly Father, and peace is enough at the moment.
Good night, Peace! Good night, to you!
- Translated by Elaina Wu
今天,我家有平安
正说这话的时候,耶稣亲自站在他们当中,说:“愿你们平安!”——路 24:36
夜深了,平安来陪伴我,默不作声地坐在我跟前的床边。因为平安知道,现在的我只需要安静的陪伴,而不需要长久的凝视。
平安就是这样每天准时来陪伴我,看着我写东西,听着手机放出的祷告音乐,时不时出去看看已经睡着的孩子们,帮他们掖一下被角,轻轻在把女儿额前那缕头发往旁边整理一下,好让那张稚嫩的脸庞完整地展露出来,然后轻吻每个孩子的额头,再蹑手蹑脚地走回来。我停下手中的笔,看看平安。平安淡淡地笑,我深情地点点头,表示感谢,但不说一句话,生怕手中的笔断了墨水。
我记得,自从上次焦虑和忧愁离开我家后,他们很少会主动找上门来做客。因为焦虑再也不能在我们的客厅,找到适合他坐下的破旧沙发。那个沙发实在是太旧了,我们夫妻在一个早上扔了出去,连同焦虑的回忆。我们并没有从楼道一层一层搬下去,而是在最恰当的时间,把沙发从窗户扔了出去。你很难想象,我们是费了多大力气,从狭窄的窗户把它转出去,并抛了下去。当那个大家伙掉到后院的杂草丛时,发出了重而闷的响声 。
当焦虑没了可以坐的地方,他就不再愿意光顾这里了,因为焦虑并不喜欢坐在欢快而明亮的地毯上。那里有希望留下的脚步,也有信心写下的忠告,更有永恒的爱喷洒的香味。
焦虑,最近找到了更好的去处。
那个愿意为十年后的女儿的大学经费担心的妈妈,需要焦虑去到她家里与她作伴。这个母亲与我以前差不多,凡事都想和焦虑商量一番。焦虑的任务就是把十年内有可能出现的所有家庭问题、社会危机、学校变化都用不同角度仔细分析一遍,做出精美的PPT,然后把那些想象中的事情用图片演示出来,以便这位母亲很长一段时间都难以过一个没有焦虑的日子。
忧愁也不打算常来。因为忧愁喜欢的茶杯在孩子们玩耍时被摔碎了,我家里再没有什么茶杯来招待忧愁了,忧愁得知他钟爱的杯子已不在了,也就不想路过这里了。焦虑和忧愁都知道,平安最近成了我们的常客,同时他们也听到了一些风声,说我们已经腾出了一个房间给平安长期使用,好让平安常驻我家。
这个举动是让焦虑和忧愁厌烦的,如果平安完全成为了我们家里的一员,那他们就更不可能光顾这里了。他们看不上平安的圣洁和光亮。而且平安那无声无息的脚步,更让他们恐惧。平安,就是这样安静地去亲吻家里的每个孩子,让孩子们心里稳稳的,身在青春期,心却充满感谢和爱。
平安也喜欢在夏日的午后,带我们夫妻在花园里散步。平安把我的手放到丈夫的手心,把丈夫的手用力按一按,暗示着丈夫别忘了牵着这个比自己弱小的女子,好好爱她、呵护她 。
平安也知道随时给在外地求学的儿子一份信心,让儿子在高三的学业中,仍旧喜乐面对所有的挑战,平安总能在早上及时地发送最适合的圣经经文给儿子,让儿子这一天靠着神的话语得胜有余。
不记得,过了多久 ,平安在我们为她准备的房间睡下了,有平安住在家里,我安心多了。
明天,在天父手中,此刻有平安就够了。
晚安,平安!晚安,亲爱的你!
While they were still talking about this, Jesus himself stood among them and said to them, “Peace be with you.”- Luke 24:36
It was late at night. Peace came to accompany me and sit silently by the bed in front of me. She knows, now I only need quiet companionship rather than care.
Peace comes to accompany me each day, watching me write, listening to the prayerful music from my phone, and going out from time to time to see the children who are asleep, tucking them in and moving a strand of hair on a forehead aside with His hands, then kissing each child's forehead lightly, and stepping back in silence. I stop the pen in my hand and look at Peace, but Peace just laughs at me lightly. So I nod to express gratitude without saying a word. I am afraid that the pen in my hand will stop the ink.
Since the last time Anxiety and Sorrow left my house, they rarely pay a visit now. Anxiety can no longer find a dilapidated sofa suitable for him to sit on in our living room because we threw that old sofa out one morning together with anxious memories. We did not slowly move it from one room to the next but threw it out of the window at the most appropriate time. Throwing it out of the narrow window took a lot of effort, and when that big guy fell into the weeds in the backyard, he made a heavy and muffled noise.
Since Anxiety has no place to sit, he no longer wants to stay in here for he does not like to sit on the cheerful and bright carpet. There are hopeful footsteps there, as well as advice written with confidence, and a fragrance of eternal love.
Anxiety found a better place.
The mother who is worried about her daughter's college funding in ten years needs Anxiety. I used to like her before because I wanted to discuss everything with Anxiety. The task of Anxiety is to carefully analyze all family problems, social crises, and school changes that may occur within ten years from different angles, make a beautiful PPT and then demonstrate the imaginary things with pictures to help the mother. For a long time, I believed it was difficult to live a day without Anxiety.
Sorrow is not going to come often, because the cups that Sorrow likes were broken while the children were playing, and there are no more cups in my house to entertain Sorrow, so he doesn’t want to pass by. Both Anxiety and Sorrow know that Peace has become our regular visitor. They have heard the gossip that we have vacated a room in our house so that Peace can stay at my house for a long time.
This annoys Anxiety and Sorrow. If Peace becomes a member of our family, then they will be less likely to show up here. They despise the holiness and light in that comes with Peace, and are scared by his quiet footsteps. Peace is kissing every child in the family quietly, so that the children have a stable life, with hearts full of gratitude and love during their adolescence.
Peace also likes to take my spouse and me for a walk in the garden on a summer afternoon. She puts my hand in the palm of my husband and presses his hand firmly into mine, implying that the husband should not forget to take good care of and love this weaker woman.
Peace also gives confidence to my son who is studying abroad and sends the most suitable Bible verses to him in the morning so that he can face all the challenges in his high school studies.
I can’t remember how long Peace has stayed in the room we prepared for her. With her living at home, I feel more at ease.
Tomorrow is in the hands of our Heavenly Father, and peace is enough at the moment.
Good night, Peace! Good night, to you!
- Translated by Elaina Wu
Today, Peace is at My Home